So lately, I’ve been getting giving myself a whole lot of break. Today mark the beginning of hard work. In 22 days time, I’ll face the questions and sums that I have been facing almost everyday. Every day in school, we study, practice and memorize. 5 October will determine what we have learnt for the past 4 years, and we only have one chance. I don’t want my efforts to go down the drain, really. I don’t want to end up regretting in December and crying till my eyes went dry and swollen.
I have been deprived of sleep for the past few days with my very irregular sleeping hours. I need to adjust my body clock back to a human being. I don’t want to sleep only 3am in the morning and only waking up at 2pm the next day. My whole day will then will happily wasted away with me lazing around the house or out with my friends. I need serious time management although I know that I’ll never ever bother to follow it, even if I have one. But well, at least I put in the littlest effort to even plan out my study timings.
School resumed today and all I did during Sciences was copying notes with half of my eyes opened. Math was the only period that I was wide awake and the other periods that I was awake, was free periods. This seriously sucked. So tomorrow onwards, I’ll push myself a little harder each day. If I succeed in doing that, I guess that I should be well-prepared for “N” Level, then! If I failed to do so, I don’t know what else I can expect in December other than disappointment. I’ll have to pay a heavy price!
Know what you’re doing!!!